udh hati gw hancuuurrr lebbuuurrr jmt kmrn tak bersisa..berceceran dmn2 tmbh lgi niihhh insiden..udh mkin nihil ajaaaa nh hati gw..
emg udh dri awal2 mgg perasaan gw udh gk enak..mulai dri senin udh gk enak ajaaa gt feeling gw bwt Jojo,pdhl race msh hri mgg tuuhhh..
free practise 1 Jojo pole position
free practise 2 pole lagiiii..
qualification posisi k-2..
warm up pole laagiii..
tp perasaann gw ttp ajaaa gk enaaakk bawaannyaaa..
pokokny klu si Jojo udh ngmg dy ready,udh siap,pkokny yg pede2 gt deehh resultnya pst jelek deeehh...udh terbukti tuuhh
makanyaaaa gw gk prcy deeehhh klu si Jojo udh yg positif2 kepedean gt..
liaaaattt aaajjjjaaa hri iniiii..
hiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..bkin gw emosi jg ntnnyaaaa..
its absouletly 100000% kesalahannya Jojo!!!!!!!
he crashed and cant continue the race..soooo dy maraahh2 deehh..ngambek2..lempar sarung tangannya..mukanya cemberuuttt pas balik k pit..
hiiihhh lw pikir gw mw baik2in lw,maapp gw jgk bawa emosi hun!!!
pas si Jojo udh msuk pit,daniel rogmanoli lgsg nyamperin Jojo,d ajakin ngmg tp Jojo gk mw ngmg2,ngambek dy..
sm Ramon Forcada jg head of mechanic yg udh kyk papanya Jojo d circuit,si Jojo msh ajaa cembetut!!!!
eeehh smua org kontan liatin gw...
Rogmanoli:"tu turno E"
E:"no way daniel,I wouldn't do it,he the one who make mistake and what he angry for???"
Rogmanoli:"you need to calm him down E.."
E:"why always me??I dont want,I'm done with this all,he always make a msitake and he angry to us..hiizzzzz"
eehh tb2 Ramon Forcada jg ikutan nimbrung
RF:"come on young lady,you're the one who can make his mood back again."
E:"how about me Ramon??I'm not in my mood right now..I even can imagine,this crash is absouletly his fault,he soooo ambisius,over push,if he just can lil bit patient,this crush shouldn't happen right.."
Rogmanoli:"yaaa we know that E..but.."
E:"but what daniel??just let him..he should know this is because his mistake,and he must know that!!!why he always do the same mistake??its because he's too over push,he's ego is too high.."
RF:"oohh come on E,dont be angry,if you're both angry..so what will happen next??"
E:"I dont care Ramon!!"
Rogmanoli:"you should talk to Jorge E..he need you right now,among his gf before,I think you're the one who understand him very well,his gf before..hhmm just a spoiled girl."
E:"haahh..its mean I'm the one who realy patient to deal with Jojo..but,have you ever think,is he understand me or not..because if he understand me,he wouldn't do this mistake again.."
RF:"just talk to him E,you also can say what you feel right now,so he can understand u too..we're surrender in you E,remember,you're the one can make Joge mood's back."
haaaiiiizzzz yaaa udh ajaaaa gw samperin th si jojo..mw gw marahiinn..ciihh emg dy pkir cm dy doang yg bs marah2??gw jg bs..
E:"whats your problem hun?"
sii Jojo msh cembetuuttt ajaaa..
E:"huuufff..look,you dont have to be angry like this,you know..this crush is absouletly your fault hun..I dont mean to blame you but..I think you must know about that."
msh dieeemm ajaaa th si Jojo..hiiizzz dy yg bkin kesalahan,dy yg jth krn kesalahannya sndr ko jd kita yg rempong gni?!?!?!?
E:"look at my eyes hun."
si Jojo ttp ajaaa cembetuutttt..akhirnya gw pegang th mukanya..
E:"look a my eyes and tell me whats you problem!!"
Jojo:"its nothing"
E:"see..you even do not want to recognize your own mistake hun,ok I'm telling you..you're too ambisius,and not patient,you cant control your ego..and you're stuborn"
trus si Jojo kyk ngeliatin gw gt..
E:"hhhmm..look hun,I dont mean to hurt you..but you need to listen to me..I'm tired hun,I realy tired,I never ask you to get the first podium,all I want is you can be on the podium no matter what the position and you ride safe..the most important is the point hun,if you cant control yourself and always follow your ego,you will be like this forever huney..I love you,thats why I cant see you crash like that and I cant see you disappointed."
Jojo lgsg ngeh gt..dy mw ngmg tp gk jdi..msh dieemmm ajaaa dy..
E:"huufff..you have said that you mature now and you know what the best things to do,you learn from your mistake..but see what happen right now hun..your ego dominate you..I think we need a break."
si Jojo lgsg ngeliatin g gt..
Jojo:"whaat??"
E:"Si,I think we need a break,maybe you need your time to looking back all the things that you've done,and learn from that."
Jojo:"buutt.."
E:"I cant patient any longer again in this time hun,I'm done,I have the limit,and now,if I always besides you I can angry to you all day,soooo I think we need a lil break,and evaluate ourself."
si Jojo kyk gk trima gt tuuhhh..
Jojo:"huney,I know I was wrong but..."
E:"its good to hear that you know your mistake,but I cant patient any longer again hun,I need time to refresh my mind,and so you are,you need time to evaluate your race."
sbnrnyaaa gw jg gk tega ngmg gni..tttaaapppiiii..gw jg udh gk thn lagi kudu sabaarrr2 muluuuu,udh 3jt kali gw sabaarrr..udh 3jt kali jg gw blg k Jojo klu dy perluuu sabaaarrrr dkiiittt..tp emg dsarny msh muda msh labil,ego-ny msh tinggi yaaaa bgini inii daaahh..
E:"we need a lil break hun,call me if you already can control your ego and prove that you're not stuborn again..bye.."
huuuuhuhuhuhuhuuuuuuu..beerrrraaattt skaliii gw mw ninggalin si Jojo pd saat dy lg kecewa gni,tp mw gmn lgi doooong,bkn cm dy melulu yg perlu d mengertiiii..gw jg perlu lw ngertiin Jojoooo!!!!!!
sblm prgi gw cium dlu pipi sm keningnya Jojo...huhuhuhu pasti kangeeenn berraatt nh ntaaarrr..
E:"bye hun...I'll missing you.."
eeehhhhh pas gw mw pgi d thn sm Jojo
Jojo:"where you going hun?"
E:"are you already can control your ego Jorge?"
Jojo:"noo..hhmmm"
E:"yaaa,if it seems like that,then you cant ask me..we have a deal that you can call me if you already control your ego...bye hun..take care..I love you soo much,you have my words"
truuusss gw pamitan dh sm crew2nya Jojo..sm Ramon Forcada..sm Rogmanoli..
smuanyaaa pd bgg gw mw prgi,tp pd gk brni nanyaaa..hehehe..
hhhhuuuuufffff..
tough..tough decision for both of us..and now I'm not realy sure with this break..
but...I already say it,and I cant took it back..
see yaaaa Jorge..I'll missing you..I swear..take care..^^
Sad,E
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